Gods, Actors, And Cannes

The most beautiful thing about an actor is the way he looks into your soul, simply by turning his head and gazing into your eyes.  It is impossible to return the favor and we swoon as the movie continues.  We feel secure when the actor does this…. revealing the complete meaning of being alive.  Sometimes it is almost as if God is speaking, as if the messenger from heaven, wings unfurled and flight through the air to rush towards earth, is the breath of the one who creates.  Are we ever so lucky?  Do we ever get to see this extra-ordinary circumstance any more than once or twice in our life?  And, why do we pine so, just for these one or two circumstances?

I am willing to pay for a movie theatre experience, which can add up to one hundred dollars for our family when we do this outing….  I love that the size of the actor takes the whole wall.  I love that the music, the voices, the dialogue, fills the entire room.  I like the dimness, shared with all the audience.

Movie awards season has started again.  Cannes, France is the host of the Cannes Film Festival, and it is the premiere film fest in all the world.  It means something…  something good, to be there.  It is difficult for me to get any juiciness out of it…. I ravenously swallow all the information that I can find….  But, as always, as an outsider, I can only admire the red carpet poses and read the opinion of the local film critic.  I, too, have fallen in love with the great actors and the great leading men.  Who can forget Russell Crowe in Gladiator…  and of course, Brad Pitt in Fight Club or Seven….  Or more appropriately, in Troy or Mr. and Mrs. Smith?

These actors take over the screen, and screen by screen, they take over the world, making money fly.  I could watch several movies from Hollywood in one day…  And not be blind to everything by the end of it.  I could enjoy as if I gorget the horrible facts of reality.  But in the end, I always find the incredible efforts of these global names takes me away and I know I will live forever.

The wish for many gods to exist is not some barbaric pagan dream.  It is not about trying to ignore reality and hope for something that we can understand.  It is about seeing.  The look of a god.  The meaning of a god.  The wish come true of what God is.  It is about having and believing, because one God can only look like one thing….  Perhaps the greatest?  Perhaps the only?  Perhaps nothing like the way I am, the way I live, the way I think,  the way life is?  Why is there a God of everything when everything just cannot meet the standard that this One God is creator of?

What if the Greeks of ancient times, actually are right?  What is there are different dieties?  That let us say, each race, each  ethnicity, is led by a god?  That there is great importance to this each god?  That these gods are exactly perfect in who and what they are, in the role they have in creation, in nature, in life?

If we use the example of Hollywood, with all their screen gods and goddesses, it suddenly becomes possible and probably…  that a universe of many gods can exist.  I am not saying that one great God cannot create what it is that we have, I am saying that we do not have to rely and believe only in one God just because it makes sense that one God ca make reality make sense in every single case.  Many gods can come from the same point of view.  Many gods can still make one reality.  God and gods and existence is not about endeavoring beyond ability to create.  Things suddenly exploded, as in the Big Bang.  Things just interlace.  Things just rely and delegate and work together.  It does not necessarily gave to be a lonely universe…  a lonely planet.  Our desire for more, for relatedness, for company, for greater, for love, for familiar, for just plain old life, is the mirror of the being or beings that lead all of this creation.  They show the way time after time after time.  With each birth.  With each death.  And with each moment that we catch that glimpse of God.

So, I am looking at Cannes…. Looking to see what it is that that lonely planet of Hollywood and all the other planets of movies have created in their gathering for Cannes.  I am thinking that they try their best at Cannes.  That the movies are always greater there.  I wish I could join the crowd that has gatherer from around the world there.  They are gathered there to see each other and to see everyone.  They are there for a great party, once a year, because Cannes is the siren call for all greatness.

One day, in another life, I will get the chance to fly to Cannes.  I will remember here, where I am now, but I will be in the future.  I am looking forward to it.   A bientot, Cannes!

Another Story From Being In London, England

We were in the small, but prosperous part of London, as tourists who find everything is new, unusual, and frighteningly expensive.  We felt it was somehow familiar, yet, the crampness of the streets, and the way they would suddenly turn or just end at a roundabout made us fearful of becoming lost.  We held on tightly to our maps….  This was the time before GPS truly existed, let alone being able to log into one on a mobile phone.

It was day, and soon it was becoming evening and dinner time.  We were tired, but we felt safe enough to wander further from each other, and we almost became single, unattached tourists, wandering alone.  It was becoming increasingly crowded…. something that must be typical in London, in the part of the Entertainment District that is populated by theatres, clubs, restaurants of style rather than substance, and stores selling things that require second mortgages on your principal home.

I began to be drawn to shop windows filled with mannequins in chic and trendy dresses, the best colours, and made for those size zero petites.  In my mind I knew I would soon lose track of my friends, as they were drawn to the other side of the street, which, like many of the streets around there, would suddenly turn or end in a square where several streets would all intersect.  There were shops lining the square too, and we could easily not notice each other at all despite the proximity of each other.

As I wandered in random directions that my sense of direction suggested, I soon found myself on a street where steel railings lined the space between the broad sidewalks and the road the cars drive on.  People on the sidewalk were already pressing against the portable, temporary fences as they lined up three or four deep. The biggest and most pleasant surprise about the sight of this situation, was the fact that I was wandering down the middle of the two sides of fenced-in road.  It was startling.  The first thing that happened was that my face flared red in embarrassment, but despite the instantaneous dawning of understanding, nobody else seemed to notice.

All of a sudden, my friend’s voice was by my ear, in a tone slightly louder than normal human speech, he said, “I think we are on the red carpet!”

My head swivelled around in almost 360 degrees, and yes, it definitely looked like we were on a red carpet, despite the fact that it was only asphalt beneath our feet.

No one was cheering.  In fact more people were not even facing the centre road, where, with nothing there, they would have to gaze at the other side of people, also gazing back at them.  This incongruous situation with the fact that there were police officers on the inside of the railings in yellow reflective jackets and tall, bobby helmets, made me alarmed at first, but I soon re-awoke my senses and answered my friend.

“How did we get in here?!”  My friend looked at me in amazement.  Obviously, we both did not know how we had wandered into the centre of London, England where everyone would stare at us.

We did not spend any more time lingering on this “red carpet.”  We obviously could just walk back through the direction we came in…  which we did.  As we backed out, the people started thinning and my friend walked up to one side of the fences.  At first I had no idea what he wanted, but then I saw him ask a young woman what the fencing and red carpet was about.

“We’re waiting for Brad Pitt!”

We both came away completely awed by where we were.  It was opening night in London, England for Brad Pitt’s movie, “Snatch,” directed by Guy Ritchie.  My friend and I started debating the issue.  Should we stay and catch a glimpse of Brad Pitt and the rest of the cast, or should we go and satisfy our hunger and have a nice dinner?

I couldn’t resist, so I took a picture of two of the bobbies standing by the railings, and, by chance, a woman was walking through close by as well.  The photograph looks like a picture of the woman, in fact, although, in reality she is no one famous.

We left the centre of attraction quite quickly after this.  We found our other two friends, wandering close by.  Despite our surprising story about the red carpet, none of us were tempted enough to stand by and try our chances of getting close enough to Brad Pitt for a handshake, autograph signing, or even a picture.  We were fans, but, we were also very aware and conscious of not being in a circle in downtown London, England that hounds the royalty of Hollywood.

We walked away from the way we came, and soon found a trendy sushi restaurant on the second floor of a two story building.  We overate and over drank and stayed till closing.  At the time, I did not know, or give a lot of thought about this particular night of our travel.  It is surprising to me now, that this is one of the clearest memories I have of our time in London.Image